bad romance

One look changed everything
Made a harlot of me
made me bite my hypocritical tongue

One lie destroyed me
And the next...and the next

I would be so lucky to blame the night
The music that defeaned my conscious or the lights that blinded my judgement
Or the peircing blues that caught my sad browns

But I was aware
And I knew better...

But I couldn't resist
Nor did I fight it

And then a smile
Tension, eyes watching...
Questions, doubt
Fear, desire
Curiousity
Words
Calls
Thoughts
Hate
Confused
Love
Hate
Delusions
Confused
You
Me
You
Me
You
Me

You

Me