If you should see me in the street, if it pleases you so then do wave and remember to make haste through the sea-walking as if with purpose and direction

If I should cry, and you are in your best dressed- I beg you do not lend me your shoulder, fine clothing is important to maintain

If I should sing too loudly and you are disturbed rightfully so, then please cover your ears, I can't stand to see you uncomfortable

If I should be in desperate need of your help and you have prior engagements-no worries old friend, first come first served they say

If I should wake up one morning and remember how to care for myself, then dear friend rejoice and move on with life

If I should stumble upon a treasure big enough for 3 lifetimess gladly I would wave back as I pass through in my chariot, dressed in my best, singing loudly and happily, no longer having to rely on you

As I continue on and you are left in the crowd no longer rejoicing, but regretful
For the friend you could have been, had you only the time and compassion- cursing karma and kicking rocks....

Live well old friend

bad romance

One look changed everything
Made a harlot of me
made me bite my hypocritical tongue

One lie destroyed me
And the next...and the next

I would be so lucky to blame the night
The music that defeaned my conscious or the lights that blinded my judgement
Or the peircing blues that caught my sad browns

But I was aware
And I knew better...

But I couldn't resist
Nor did I fight it

And then a smile
Tension, eyes watching...
Questions, doubt
Fear, desire
Curiousity
Words
Calls
Thoughts
Hate
Confused
Love
Hate
Delusions
Confused
You
Me
You
Me
You
Me

You

Me